ROCKSTAR: December 2008

Ok! im officially sick of almost everyone in my life! im sorry 4 this trashy mood or blog!
juz venting my feeling/anger here! Therefore this post is going to be dedicated to certain people who used to be a part in my life. wanna knw why used to be? keep reading!
would everyone stop depending on me for once? juz once!
everytime im the one tat have to get everything done! if anything falls apart who'd they look 4?
ME! tatz who! shish! im not saying im not willing to help u but i would love to have someone to depend too when thing's fall apart but nooo everyone will expect me to set things right! itz sick!

And i've also realised some of u guyz hide tis big secret 4rm me to play with my feelings! tatz like beyond sick ok?! and if your reading tis blog (u knw who u r ) then im juz gonna say i dont care anymore! try walking up to me and say u knw me or strike up a conversation! dont expect me to say i knw u or anything! coz from now on i dont and never did! sorry if sound harsh but im not gonna take it anymore! im way more than u the person u think u knw! and itz time u realised tat! tis will be da last time i bring u up in any of my blog or conversation! u guyz are sick and twisted people! i would want to also thank all my real friends who been there for me! thx guys!
and please dont mention anything bout this past two years to me! any event! pls dont!
im trying to forget everything tatz happened! i juz wanna concerntrate on my music and my studies next year (2009). i wanna score 7A and take my band to the next level! TATZ ALL!
no distractions!

And another thing, when i try really hard to do something i've never done before to help u or us and it didnt quite workout, pls dont blame me k? when u act all dissapointed and everything, u got no idea how much it hurts me! i done so much to help or pls u and yet......haiz

I juz wanna let everyone know im done with being pushed around! i tried to be kind to u and i get pushed around instead!!!! next time u wanna do it, u better think twice! coz im not gonna let u!

And if u wanna knw if ur an used to be and are metioned above, here are the signs:
a) i dont text you or call you anymore
b)i dont email you and i delete you from my friend list
c) when i see u i pretend no one's there
d)when u call me i cut ur calls wit no apology
e)when people talk bout u i pretend like i didnt hear

Sorry if i have grammar/language problems, im upset.

By,
Keshika

Hey! Decided to start all over! So i deleted all the older posts and starting all over again! Its time for a change! You know like being a better person than before..yada yada..yada.bleh! Anywayz, the year is coming to an! So i figured out it would be cool to post a recap kinda blog for 2008! As a way to remember the year by! Itz been a weird/topsy turvy kinda year! what with da whole betrayals, friendship ending, new friends and blah blah blah. I realised i learned a lot anyway! So here are some photos!