HEY!!!

HEY HEY HEY!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry havent been blogging for a really longgggggggggg time!!!!!!!!!!!
i've been damn busy!!!!!!!

Anyway, i juz came across this really touching note, it was written by my friend but im not sure if i can post it using her name so i would keep her identity secret. here is it,


Dear X,
I'm writing to you again to congratulate you on the courage of finally confessing to the one you love.I've heard all about it,and right now I know how it feels like,trust me,i've been on the same route.But u have to know that you're not alone.Everytime you tumble,always look behind,i'll be there to pick you up and heal your wounds in my own ways.I may not have the power to stop the blood from the cuts and bruises you have,nor do I have the power to vanish your scars yet I do have the power of healing words.
I know,It's difficult to accept the fact that someone stole your heart,and eventually break it by saying a single NO to you.Again,i've felt that before,although i didn't confess.It hurts so much,and i can't deny that i may look happy on the outside,but on the inside,i'm not always the brighside up.Just the fact that i have the talent of hiding it,which most people don't.Afterwards,i think of the good things in life.he didn't go my way.I look up the sky and say,'well,it's ok'.And you have every right to do so too.Life's short,savour every second of it while you still can.
I can no longer hide it.Yes,i'm jealous of her for stealing your heart.Yes,i'm mad at her for breaking it.However,you have to know this.All these while,you have been keeping my heart locked beside yours ever since the day i fell for you.I can't fix your broken heart,honestly.I don't have that ability but what i want you to do is,keep my heart,forever if you like.Unless you find a new heart,never ever give my heart away to anyone.It's only for you and only you,no one else.

What's important,you don't have to give me your heart back in return if you don't want to.I won't force you.I want you to be happy for your choices,and i will never take control of it in any way possible.I'm your guardian angel,i'm only happy when ur happy,and when ur broken hearted,it's my job to give you my heart for keeping,let myself be left heartless.I shall never fall for anyone as deep as i've fallen for you.I love you that much,deeper than any depths a human being can think of,and higher than any horizons reachable.so smile like you mean it,and take my heart.keep it,and be happy. :) i'll be here,watching you,from a distance........